The night is lit dimly by the one
working street light. After straining to read my work papers in the poor
lighting for at least fifteen minutes, still not quite ready to return to my
awful roommate, I fling them across onto the passenger seat.
I look up. A beautiful woman approaches
me. She is tall and very slim, and her body is engulfed by a long black coat
that just reaches the top of her high heeled boots. Dark hair tumbles down her
back, gently swinging from side to side as she walks towards my parked car. She
passes under the street light and my eyes crawl across her face, drinking in
her pale complexion, and honing in on her full lips, which are painted a deep burgundy.
I know that I should stop staring at her, but I can’t draw my vision away from
her incredible beauty.
She reaches me. A long fingernail
taps on my window, she bends down to peer through.
I wind it down. The bitter breeze
immediately chills my skin.
“Can I help you?” I mentally kick
myself for the shakiness in my voice. I don’t think I have ever spoken to someone
this attractive before.
Her lips curl into a small smile
before she replies.
“Yes. Yes you can.” There is
something in her tone that seems to reach out and slither its way down my
spine.
I laugh nervously, and look down
for a second. That is her cue.
I feel a sharp sting in my neck
and the world melts away.
- 7 Years
later-
When I
awake, she is gone. I can feel her absence. Or rather, I cannot feel her
presence. Whenever she is nearby, a soft ache begins in my head; a pleasant
ache, similar to when you press gently onto a fading bruise and even though you
know you shouldn’t like the pain, you do. The farther from me she gets, the
fainter the ache becomes, until I no longer feel it at all. Like now.
I squeeze
my eyes shut in an attempt to focus on something other than the detached
feeling in my head, the nothingness that reminds me that I am alone, that she
is not close by. I try to concentrate on the accumulation of smells that linger
on the lavish fabrics decorating the furnishings, but my nose does not register
them. All I can register is the image of her face that is projected onto the
back of my eyelids. Her cruel smile haunts my dreams and haunts my reality. I
desperately want to be free from it, from this place, but I can't. I need her.
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